I can't even describe how incredibly busy I've been. I wish there was more time in the day to get everything done. The end of the semester is approaching and it's definitely crunch time. I feel like my priorites are getting all mixed up. I think it's that time I go into silence once more.
With that said, though I have been overwhelmed with school, I'm trying to remember that His plans for me are what matters most.
In his heart a man plans his course, but the LORD determines his steps. Proverbs 16:9
Assassin's is pretty self explanatory. The Object of the game is to assassinate your target. You get a card with a name on it and the goal is to kill that person and take their targets, meanwhile someone is trying to kill you.
I never thought that I would give in and play assassin's. I didn't really see the point... until now! My partner and I had never played the game before so we didn't really know what to expect. I was on my way home from work and I got a call from my hall mate, "Daniel Spaite is here, he is looking for you and he's going to kill you." At that point, my partner Jennifer had been killed by Daniel already.
I approached Nease and stealthily snuck into my room. My hall turned into a massive battle ground, Daniel Spaite couldn't get me and he left in anger and defeat. From that point I knew had to be on watch. Walking down Caf Lane was pretty sketchy because I knew he could be anywhere! The next day, I was sitting in Time Out and I saw Daniel coming, I shot him and made my get away; unfortunately, he found me and that was the end of my life. Aside from being soaked by the water Daniel through at me, Assassin's was incredibly fun and I can't wait to play again!
Oh goodness! I can't believe how long its been since I've posted a blog :( It's incredible how quickly second semester is flying by!! The contents of my life have been school, life, work, and Steal The Scenery.
School has been a little stressful and tough, but I'm finally getting back on track. I must say, the professors here at Loma are really just wanting us to succeed. I have been absolutely blessed with amazing profs who are truly supportive.
Life has been on a pretty hectic path full of ups and downs. I've been hit with some pretty heavy stuff in the past few weeks, but I'm glad to say that I've persevered through. God is good!
Work has been great, I love my job and the people I work with. Now for some fun stuff!! STEAL THE SCENERY!
Steal The Scenery is a local San Diego band that's on its way to stardom. Of course I'm a tad bias because I have a pretty close friend in the band; however, I've voiced that I no longer acknowledge that my friend is in this band because I've become pretty obsessed with the music haha. Steal The Scenery will forever mark my second semester here at Loma. They are constantly playing in my room, car, and Ipod. Though their CD is remarkable, seeing them live is AWESOME. I really encourage everyone to check them out, I've already gathered a handful new fans who have fallen in love with the band and I'm confident that my readers will too ;)
Steal The Scenery has definitely become my 'go to' CD. Like I said earlier, life has hit me with some pretty tough stuff, but their songs can always put a smile on my face.
I feel like life has been so busy... here are snapshots of the last few weeks!!
-Hiking Stonewall, Spring Break, Family, Steal The Scenery!
Last night in Cov. Group (Covenant Group) my hall was challenged to stay in silence for the rest of the night. It was supposed to be a time to just listen, pray, and hang out with God. Early this morning we broke the silence with worship. I felt myself being called to keep the silence, so I decided that I was going to continue not talking and carry on with my day listening to God. I had no idea when it would hit me and I certainly had no idea what I was listening for... I just knew that I have been constantly asking and seeking God, but I was not listening nor watching.
Here's stories from my journey.
1) It was hard to keep my mind quiet. Although I was not actually speaking, my mind was constantly rambling! 2) Once I finally gained focus, the little sounds that I didn't hear before were strongly prevalent. 3) Walking around campus was intense. The sound of the wind, footsteps, voices, and all other noises blended intriguingly; however, I was able to pick apart all of the individual sounds. 4) The conversations around made me indifferent. There was so much complaint and so much dirtiness. I was really shocked by it. 5) Chapel. - Worship was intense. Hearing the voices, good or bad, it didn't matter. Collectively it was beautiful. It's funny how Chapels theme correlated with the idea of listening.
In the midst of all the noise and commotion I continued asking God to speak to me, I tried to find Him in the little things that were going on. At the very end of Time Out I had it. I got an indescribable feeling, but everything just clicked. My day replayed in my head and the sounds around me was not what I remembered... but it was what I saw.
I saw hands reaching for God in worship, I saw friends laughing and hugging, I saw couples holding hands, I saw trees swaying in the wind, I saw the ocean in calmness, I saw people in deep prayer, and I saw people I loved.
In every trace of life whether good or bad, there's a vision of Gods work. It was directly said to me in my 8:30 class and again later on in the day... but I didn't realize it then. I've been in a dry and torn place with my life and when I am praying or in a time of worship I see and feel God, but in times when I am just going through my daily routines I don't recognize that he's there.
So as I stood at the end of Time Out, I broke down and leaned on Chelsie's shoulder and peace swept through me. My God spoke and I heard. All of the sites I saw were marked with His grace and love. He told me that He is indeed everywhere and forever He will be.
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I've made a commitment. For the next few months I will be in silence from Tuesday at 10 p.m. (the end of my hall Cov. Group) to Wednesday at 9 p.m. (The beginning of Time Out). The only time that I will speak is in the act of praise. No phone, facebook, t.v., or music (worship excluded). So pray for me. For stength and focus. God speaks, we just need to listen. Dear God, I am absolutely in love with you and all of your works are beautifully intimate.
Finally, I have completed my first semester in college and I am currently in the second! First semester was great. It was very challenging at times, but I got through it successfully! :)
My Christmas break was amazing. I didn't realize how much I missed my high school friends and my family. Yes, I know I am still home, but constantly being around my family was great. One cool thing I did over break was I auditioned for the Santa Clara Vanguard (colorguard) for you marching band people, you know that's a big deal hahaha! I got a call back and I'm really excited to see where the program takes me! Cross your fingers for my next round of auditions!!
Well, Christmas break is over and second semester is now in progress. I have a pretty heavy course load and a rigorous schedule! My days will most likely consist of: class; homework; work; homework; two hours of sleep; then repeat. It's okay though, I am fully prepared and really excited for this semester.
The great thing about second semester is that I no longer feel like a lost little freshman! I am familiar with the campus, I've already got a lot friends, and I know how everything works... nothing compares to the first day I started classes here at Loma! I am very proud to say that I have yet to walk into the wrong class!
3Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, 4who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God. 5For just as the sufferings of Christ flow over into our lives, so also through Christ our comfort overflows. 2 Corinthians 1:3-5
I am very aware that this semester will bring stress, but this verse will be a constant reminder that God is there and he will continue to love and comfort us in our troubles!
