Today was an official "time out" for me.
Where's my heart? Where's my mind?
I continue to dwell on how I busy I am and how much I procrastinate. I know I have countless obligations, but I continue to take on more responsibilities for everyone else's benefit. I do not know why I do that, I feel like I have to put myself in that position. I also focus too much on my relationships with specific people, which typically has the tendency to make me feel desolate.
I've been so adamant on pleasing everyone around me that I've lost sight of who I really should be striving to please.
To say, "Jesus you're all this heart is living for," would be a contradiction to where I am right now; however, I am striving to reach that point. I long and work to be in a place where my entirety is with God, from my heart to mind, body, and soul. Though I continue fail, fall, suffer, and question, my faith is undoubtedly irrevocable.
So here's my prayer.
Jesus Be All My Heart Is Living For.
I am currently in a confusing place in my journey, but I will continue to persevere. This video is awesome and it's a reminder to just give it all to Christ because even though you feel lost and empty, He is your guide and your light. That reminder is absolutely powerful.
<3 Sharon
